15-minute Decluttering
Sorry for the absence.....
I am consumed by......
- Working out easier ways to walk without weeing myself
- Trying to roll over in bed
- How I am going to bend over to pick up the many things that are lying on my floor
- Elevating my extremely puffy feet
- Attending midwife appointments, baby classes, capsule fittings
- Trying to make or buy everyone's birthday presents for April & May
- Getting baby clothes washed and dried in a part of the world where it has been raining for 2 weeks solid
- Freezing meals
- Making sure I have enough chocolate and ice in the house to last me through each day
- Feeling everything that my body does and every move that Paddy makes and thinking "am I in labour?"
You know normal first baby 3 week from delivering jitters.
I realise I haven't shared with you my chemical free house that I pledged to achieve in February and happily did. And told you about my March one small change which I am working on. These things take a distant second to the every important things on the list.
I can't believe I have become so involved in myself in such a short time.... I will be back with a more positive chat but for now it is 3:30am and I have been up for hours so we might have to leave the positive chat for another day xoxo
My first day as a housewife
Instead I feel a bit slack. I feel like I am not contributing. I feel bad that I just sent my husband to work. I feel like I need to clean the entire house to prove that I actually did something today.
I need your help to clear this craziness and reassure me that it is ok. That I am nearly 36 weeks pregnant and need to rest. That being at home doesn't equal being lazy.
I think today is about taking a step back and letting all of these emotions pass over me. I think tomorrow maybe I might be able to reconcile this one.
But for now I have set myself the enormous task of getting through the even more enormous pile of washing and doing all of this on a rainy day.
That's enough for today I think.....
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
15-minute Decluttering
Friday, March 12, 2010
Sorry for the absence.....
I am consumed by......
- Working out easier ways to walk without weeing myself
- Trying to roll over in bed
- How I am going to bend over to pick up the many things that are lying on my floor
- Elevating my extremely puffy feet
- Attending midwife appointments, baby classes, capsule fittings
- Trying to make or buy everyone's birthday presents for April & May
- Getting baby clothes washed and dried in a part of the world where it has been raining for 2 weeks solid
- Freezing meals
- Making sure I have enough chocolate and ice in the house to last me through each day
- Feeling everything that my body does and every move that Paddy makes and thinking "am I in labour?"
You know normal first baby 3 week from delivering jitters.
I realise I haven't shared with you my chemical free house that I pledged to achieve in February and happily did. And told you about my March one small change which I am working on. These things take a distant second to the every important things on the list.
I can't believe I have become so involved in myself in such a short time.... I will be back with a more positive chat but for now it is 3:30am and I have been up for hours so we might have to leave the positive chat for another day xoxo
Monday, March 1, 2010
My first day as a housewife
Instead I feel a bit slack. I feel like I am not contributing. I feel bad that I just sent my husband to work. I feel like I need to clean the entire house to prove that I actually did something today.
I need your help to clear this craziness and reassure me that it is ok. That I am nearly 36 weeks pregnant and need to rest. That being at home doesn't equal being lazy.
I think today is about taking a step back and letting all of these emotions pass over me. I think tomorrow maybe I might be able to reconcile this one.
But for now I have set myself the enormous task of getting through the even more enormous pile of washing and doing all of this on a rainy day.
That's enough for today I think.....